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Nobody Believes In Me
Created on 2004-12-19 20:35:20 (#5498765), last updated 2005-03-19
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| Name: | ♥censordemotions♥ |
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In side this journal
My soul bleeds,
Please,
Wont you rescue me?
My heart-
it stops
And I can't breathe,
I'm trapped
In this
Tragedy.
These are the thoughts of a teenage tragedy.

The OC is Love!

Pain Is Love.
[ ] I think I'm really attractive.
[ ] I prefer winter over summer.
[x] I am a geek.
[x] I am a shopaholic. (at times)
[x] I am reasonably intelligent.
[ ] I am attracted to girls.
[x] I am attracted to boys.
[x] I like British accents.
[ ] I smoke regularly.
[ ] I smoke socially.
[ ] I drink socially.
[ ] I drink regularly.
[x] I get drunk easily.
[x] I have done "drug(s)".
[ ] I will never date a bad kisser.
[ ] I've lied to avoid kissing them again.
[ ] I brush my hair at least 50 times a night.
[ ] I am religious.
[ ] I am not religious but have morals.
[ ] I lie frequently.
[x] I am impulsive.
[x] I am hardworking.
[ ] I liked Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind.
[ ] She's All That is one of my favourite movies.
[ ] I am good at History.
[ ] I speak more than two languages.
[x] I enjoy taking pictures.
[x] I like spending money on myself.
[x] I like spending money on others.
[ ] I have a regular income.
[ ] I earn money on a job-by-job basis.
[ ] I pay my own bills.
[x] I rely on my parents for money.
[ ] I can cook.
[ ] I enjoy cleaning.
[ ] Tidyness is a must in my life.
[ ] I like clutter.
[ ] My idea of good music is Britney Spears.
[ ] I am fashion-conscious.
[ ] I have good taste.
[x] People tell me I have good taste.
[ ] I am told I have yet to fulfill my potential.
[ ] I am good at sports.
[ ] I am good at certain sports.
[x] I couldn't do sports to save my life.
[ ] I am creative.
[ ] I am extremely artistically inclined.
[ ] I want to be an artist when I grow up.
[ ] I want to be an engineer when I grow up.
[ ] I eat when I'm upset.
[ ] I cannot adapt to change.
[ ] I am interested in politics.
[x] I have shoplifted.
[ ] I download MP3s.
[x] I have done underage drinking.
[ ] I have gone underage clubbing.
[x] I can dance reasonably well.
[ ] I can dance extremely well.
[ ] I dance like a cardboard gorilla.
[x] I can sing.
[ ] I sing like someone stepped on my foot.
[x] I can swim.
[x] I enjoy surveys.
[x] I enjoy surveys when I'm bored.
[x] I keep a journal.
[x] My teachers don't like me.
[x] I enjoy controversy.
[x] I can be a bitch/bastard.
[x] I have a thing for bad boys/girls.
[ ] I have tattoos.
[ ] I've been in a nudist colony.
[x] I'm not sure if I want to have children.
[x] I'm not sure if I'll get married.
[ ] I know who I will marry.
[ ] Someone has a crush on me.
[x] I am interesting.
[ ] I am a good liar.
[ ] People enjoy talking to me.
[x] I annoy people from time to time. (doesn’t everybody?)
[ ] I am a born leader.
[ ] I am a born leader but shouldn't lead.
[x] I've snuck out of the house.
[ ] I enjoy felching.
[ ] I have a foot fetish.
[ ] I have a shoe fetish
[ ] I watch Sex And The City.
[x] I don't think Sarah Jessica Parker is pretty.
[ ] I want to be J Lo.
[x] I cut myself.
[x] I have cut myself.
[x] I hate people who pretend to be suicidal.
[x] I hate popular people.
[x] I hate people who act popular and aren't.
[x] I think cheerleading is a sport.
[ ] I am photogenic.
[ ] I live in Chucks.
[x] I think graffiti is art.
[x] I have dated a criminal.
[x] I have been cheated on.
[ ] I have cheated on someone.
[x] I have a temper.
[x] I like playgrounds.
[x] I have danced in the rain.
[ ] I am obsessed with Shakespeare.
[ ] I have tanlines.
[x] My favourite color is pink.
[x] My favourite color is black.
[x] My favourite color is other.
[x] I would classify myself as emo.
[ ] I am musically inclined.
[x] I like listening to music.
[ ] I like music-blasting cars.
[x] Thongs are comfortable.
[x] I like flip-flops.
[x] I know what monogamy is...
[ ] ... and I believe in it.
[ ] I want to be a social worker when I grow up.
[x] I have sibling[s].
[x] My siblings annoy me.
[x] I think South Park is funny.
[x] I prefer Google.
[x] I can sit Indian Style.
[ ] I own a cat.
[ ] I plan on owning more.
[x] I read a lot.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[x] I've let someone cheat off of me on a test.
X-----------------------------X
"X" ALL THAT APPLY
*~*Do you think you're...*~*
( ) Pretty
(x) Ugly
(x) Skinny (some-what)
( ) Fat
(x) Smart
( ) Perfect
( ) Beautiful
( ) Popular
(x) A Freak
( ) Stereotypical
(x) Stupid
( ) Ditzy
(x) Girly
( ) Tomboy-ish
( ) Normal
(x) Crazy
(x) Depressed
*~*Do you...*~*
( ) Use people
( ) Hate your parent(s)
( ) Get a lot of mail
( ) Get a lot of email
(x) Use AIM
( ) Use GAIM
(x) Use MSN
( ) Use ICQ
( ) Use YahooIM
( ) Use IRC
( ) Use Trillian
(x) Own a cell phone
( ) Share a bedroom
(x) Like your house
( ) Like poptarts
(x) Spend over 5 hours online every day (some days)
( ) Play with dolls
(x) Have anxiety
*~*THIS or THAT*~*
Day/Night: Night
Summer/Winter: Summer
Spring/Autumn: Autumn
Blondes/Brunettes: Brunettes
Book/Computer: Book
Walking/Jogging: Walking
Poetry/Short Stories: Poetry
Reading/Writing: Both
Black/White: Black
Friends/Family: Friends
Drugs/Alcohol: Drugs
Hug/Kiss: Hug
Gloves/Mittens: Gloves
Cats/Dogs: Dogs
Sweater/Sweatshirt: Sweater
Fork/Spoon: Fork
Toast/Bagel: Bagel
Streamers/Balloons: Streamers
Hamburgers/Hotdogs: Neither
*~*Just Some Questions on Love and Stuff*~*
Are You a Boy or Girl? Girl
Single or Taken? Single
If Taken, For How Long?
If Single, Do You Have a Crush? yes
First Kiss (when)? a long time ago
Do You Believe in Love? yes
^ At First Sight? no
Most Romantic Date Place? anywhere thats not home
First Date Place? Movies
Ever Been in Love? i dont know
Ever Loved Someone? Yes
*~*Favorites*~*
Color: Black, Pink, Green
Season: Autumn
Letter: C
Number: 3
Movie: Thirteen
Disney Movie: The Beauty and The Beast
Song: "Kiss Me Fool" Fefe Dobson
Band: Lacuna Coil
Artist: Katy Rose
Food: I dont know
Take Out Place: McDonalds
Boy Name: Aidan Logan
Girl Name: Andria Lynn
Fruit: oranges
Vegetable: none
Article of Clothing: Hoodie
Soda/Pop: Pop
Drink: Water
Animal: White Tiger, Dog, Panther
Teacher: Parr and Hankins
Subject: English
Sport to Play: none
Sport to Watch: none
T.V. Show: Law and Order SVU, The OC
My soul bleeds,
Please,
Wont you rescue me?
My heart-
it stops
And I can't breathe,
I'm trapped
In this
Tragedy.
These are the thoughts of a teenage tragedy.

The OC is Love!

Pain Is Love.
[ ] I think I'm really attractive.
[ ] I prefer winter over summer.
[x] I am a geek.
[x] I am a shopaholic. (at times)
[x] I am reasonably intelligent.
[ ] I am attracted to girls.
[x] I am attracted to boys.
[x] I like British accents.
[ ] I smoke regularly.
[ ] I smoke socially.
[ ] I drink socially.
[ ] I drink regularly.
[x] I get drunk easily.
[x] I have done "drug(s)".
[ ] I will never date a bad kisser.
[ ] I've lied to avoid kissing them again.
[ ] I brush my hair at least 50 times a night.
[ ] I am religious.
[ ] I am not religious but have morals.
[ ] I lie frequently.
[x] I am impulsive.
[x] I am hardworking.
[ ] I liked Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind.
[ ] She's All That is one of my favourite movies.
[ ] I am good at History.
[ ] I speak more than two languages.
[x] I enjoy taking pictures.
[x] I like spending money on myself.
[x] I like spending money on others.
[ ] I have a regular income.
[ ] I earn money on a job-by-job basis.
[ ] I pay my own bills.
[x] I rely on my parents for money.
[ ] I can cook.
[ ] I enjoy cleaning.
[ ] Tidyness is a must in my life.
[ ] I like clutter.
[ ] My idea of good music is Britney Spears.
[ ] I am fashion-conscious.
[ ] I have good taste.
[x] People tell me I have good taste.
[ ] I am told I have yet to fulfill my potential.
[ ] I am good at sports.
[ ] I am good at certain sports.
[x] I couldn't do sports to save my life.
[ ] I am creative.
[ ] I am extremely artistically inclined.
[ ] I want to be an artist when I grow up.
[ ] I want to be an engineer when I grow up.
[ ] I eat when I'm upset.
[ ] I cannot adapt to change.
[ ] I am interested in politics.
[x] I have shoplifted.
[ ] I download MP3s.
[x] I have done underage drinking.
[ ] I have gone underage clubbing.
[x] I can dance reasonably well.
[ ] I can dance extremely well.
[ ] I dance like a cardboard gorilla.
[x] I can sing.
[ ] I sing like someone stepped on my foot.
[x] I can swim.
[x] I enjoy surveys.
[x] I enjoy surveys when I'm bored.
[x] I keep a journal.
[x] My teachers don't like me.
[x] I enjoy controversy.
[x] I can be a bitch/bastard.
[x] I have a thing for bad boys/girls.
[ ] I have tattoos.
[ ] I've been in a nudist colony.
[x] I'm not sure if I want to have children.
[x] I'm not sure if I'll get married.
[ ] I know who I will marry.
[ ] Someone has a crush on me.
[x] I am interesting.
[ ] I am a good liar.
[ ] People enjoy talking to me.
[x] I annoy people from time to time. (doesn’t everybody?)
[ ] I am a born leader.
[ ] I am a born leader but shouldn't lead.
[x] I've snuck out of the house.
[ ] I enjoy felching.
[ ] I have a foot fetish.
[ ] I have a shoe fetish
[ ] I watch Sex And The City.
[x] I don't think Sarah Jessica Parker is pretty.
[ ] I want to be J Lo.
[x] I cut myself.
[x] I have cut myself.
[x] I hate people who pretend to be suicidal.
[x] I hate popular people.
[x] I hate people who act popular and aren't.
[x] I think cheerleading is a sport.
[ ] I am photogenic.
[ ] I live in Chucks.
[x] I think graffiti is art.
[x] I have dated a criminal.
[x] I have been cheated on.
[ ] I have cheated on someone.
[x] I have a temper.
[x] I like playgrounds.
[x] I have danced in the rain.
[ ] I am obsessed with Shakespeare.
[ ] I have tanlines.
[x] My favourite color is pink.
[x] My favourite color is black.
[x] My favourite color is other.
[x] I would classify myself as emo.
[ ] I am musically inclined.
[x] I like listening to music.
[ ] I like music-blasting cars.
[x] Thongs are comfortable.
[x] I like flip-flops.
[x] I know what monogamy is...
[ ] ... and I believe in it.
[ ] I want to be a social worker when I grow up.
[x] I have sibling[s].
[x] My siblings annoy me.
[x] I think South Park is funny.
[x] I prefer Google.
[x] I can sit Indian Style.
[ ] I own a cat.
[ ] I plan on owning more.
[x] I read a lot.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[x] I've let someone cheat off of me on a test.
X-----------------------------X
"X" ALL THAT APPLY
*~*Do you think you're...*~*
( ) Pretty
(x) Ugly
(x) Skinny (some-what)
( ) Fat
(x) Smart
( ) Perfect
( ) Beautiful
( ) Popular
(x) A Freak
( ) Stereotypical
(x) Stupid
( ) Ditzy
(x) Girly
( ) Tomboy-ish
( ) Normal
(x) Crazy
(x) Depressed
*~*Do you...*~*
( ) Use people
( ) Hate your parent(s)
( ) Get a lot of mail
( ) Get a lot of email
(x) Use AIM
( ) Use GAIM
(x) Use MSN
( ) Use ICQ
( ) Use YahooIM
( ) Use IRC
( ) Use Trillian
(x) Own a cell phone
( ) Share a bedroom
(x) Like your house
( ) Like poptarts
(x) Spend over 5 hours online every day (some days)
( ) Play with dolls
(x) Have anxiety
*~*THIS or THAT*~*
Day/Night: Night
Summer/Winter: Summer
Spring/Autumn: Autumn
Blondes/Brunettes: Brunettes
Book/Computer: Book
Walking/Jogging: Walking
Poetry/Short Stories: Poetry
Reading/Writing: Both
Black/White: Black
Friends/Family: Friends
Drugs/Alcohol: Drugs
Hug/Kiss: Hug
Gloves/Mittens: Gloves
Cats/Dogs: Dogs
Sweater/Sweatshirt: Sweater
Fork/Spoon: Fork
Toast/Bagel: Bagel
Streamers/Balloons: Streamers
Hamburgers/Hotdogs: Neither
*~*Just Some Questions on Love and Stuff*~*
Are You a Boy or Girl? Girl
Single or Taken? Single
If Taken, For How Long?
If Single, Do You Have a Crush? yes
First Kiss (when)? a long time ago
Do You Believe in Love? yes
^ At First Sight? no
Most Romantic Date Place? anywhere thats not home
First Date Place? Movies
Ever Been in Love? i dont know
Ever Loved Someone? Yes
*~*Favorites*~*
Color: Black, Pink, Green
Season: Autumn
Letter: C
Number: 3
Movie: Thirteen
Disney Movie: The Beauty and The Beast
Song: "Kiss Me Fool" Fefe Dobson
Band: Lacuna Coil
Artist: Katy Rose
Food: I dont know
Take Out Place: McDonalds
Boy Name: Aidan Logan
Girl Name: Andria Lynn
Fruit: oranges
Vegetable: none
Article of Clothing: Hoodie
Soda/Pop: Pop
Drink: Water
Animal: White Tiger, Dog, Panther
Teacher: Parr and Hankins
Subject: English
Sport to Play: none
Sport to Watch: none
T.V. Show: Law and Order SVU, The OC
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